Attack of the BIRTHDAY syndrome

Have you ever had that feeling a week or days before your birthday? It's a combination of melancholy and excitement. It is something you cannot explain and yet it has an oversized effect on you.

Because of recent events in the office, I have been experiencing a great amount of stress. I sometimes find myself staring at nothing. Before I sleep I think about a lot -- things that I never though I would even think about.

In two days, I'll add another year to my undefined life huhuhu...But on the other hand I thank God for giving me another year to focus on my goals and fulfill them. I thank HIM for my family who has always been there to support me...and the truest of my FRIENDS who keep me sane.

Facebook addict

I just tried creating an account on Facebook and it turned out it was addicting. Adding all applications sent in by my friends made it look like I was really into it.

By the way guys, how many applications do you have now? Check out mine and the colorful icons make me want to add more. :-)

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Me, Myself & I

Today I have finally gotten the chance to be with myself after such a long time. November 30 is a holiday and it fell on my rest day too so I've got the whole day to do what I want.

A manicure and pedicure treat at the salon is my first stop. It's been like 2 months since I had my toenails & fingernails cleaned up. When I was finally sure that the nail polish dried up already, I then prepared for dinner with some high school friends at Dencio's Starmall Las Pinas. I met with Val & Tina. We enjoyed long hours of chat & updating ourselves with what happened in the past months. Tina recently got engaged (I'm so happy for you, sis!) and Val is now in her first semester as a nursing student. I told them everything that happened to me, mostly the sad episodes.

I am just very glad to know that in the midst of all the difficulties I'm experiencing right now, there are TWO good good friends in front of me who never fail to cheer me up and reassure me of better things to come. I love you guys!

A bad day...

Wednesday, November 21

Today is such a depressing day at the office. I don't think I have the liberty to disclose the details but really this day brought me to rock bottom.

Witnessing those important characters disappear in your movie called "My Home Away From Home" is not a very nice way to start the Christmas season.

I am not sure if this feeling will go away very soon. But I promise to do best in order to help bring those characters back again.